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The progress pride flag flipped to be vertical. A hand is holding a wand producing sparkles. Text at the bottom reads "HP fan for trans rights".

What a wonderful public domain graphic this is. I have been needing reminders that the fandom is better than the author. Thank you to the people who reminded me of that in my last post.
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I've started writing fanfic again. It'll probably be only one or two fics and then I'll stop again, but at least it will be something. I've stopped reading fic at all recently and I'm not sure why, but hopefully writing will help me get back into reading. I've never written HP next gen before and I'm not sure how it will go, but I'm enjoying starting it.

I don't know how I feel about writing HP fanfic either. A big part of me wants to distance myself from anything and everything related to JKR, but Harry Potter has been so important to me for so long that I really don't know how I'd go about that. Maybe I'll start putting old style disclaimers at the top of fics, only instead of saying that I don't own the world/characters I'll just talk about how shit she is.
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Well, I'm back and I'm writing about Snape because why move on with my life? I saw bad takes on tumblr years ago that I want to talk about so...here goes.

Also I've returned to DW in the midst of a hypomanic episode so apologies if this is a bit weird/incoherent.

I recently saw someone argue that the Severus Snape we see in the films is substantially different to the Snape of the books. We don't see him being as cruel in the films, we don't see his bullying in the films, and we don't see the contempt he expresses when Dumbledore suggests that he has grown to care for Harry. We don't see as clearly that every action he takes that has helped Harry is an action that he justifies to himself as being either for Lily's sake, or to repay James for saving his life. We aren't encouraged to see him as selfish and cruel in the same way that I feel we are in the books. This being the case, I wonder how many of the people who insist that Snape is a good person after all came to HP through the films rather than the books.

My least favourite take on Snape's behaviour goes something like this: "Everyone says they support traumatised people until they behave in difficult ways. Snape was traumatised by his childhood and shouldn't be judged too harshly on his behaviour." To that I would like to say: bullshit. Adults are responsible for their actions. Trauma does fuck with you in difficult ways, absolutely, but you are responsible for the things you choose to do. When the thing you choose to do is bully children over whom you have considerable power, that cannot simply be discounted because ~trauma~. It does no one any favours to perpetuate this idea that people with trauma/mental health problems should not be held to account for actions that cause harm. Mental health issues can explain behaviour, but they cannot excuse bad behaviour. God, tumblr was toxic.

The idea that Snape is somehow redeemed by his love for Lily is also really disturbing. If you act in creepy ways because you love someone, your love for them shouldn't excuse and doesn't explain the creepiness. It almost seems as if the position is that, since Snape can feel love, he can't be all bad. But I don't think the position of the people who don't see Snape as a redeemed/good person is that he's entirely bad, I think it's that he's incredibly fucking complicated. Maybe I've just been lucky in the people I've interacted with. Maybe I'm similarly misrepresenting the position of most pro-Snape people. I'm not trying to, but goodness knows these things happen.

I think Snape is a fascinating ambiguous character. I also think he can be a good character without being a good person.
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My feelings about the JKR stuff, really.

Will it affect the way I engage with the books? Probably, at least a little. But I don't intend to let her drag me away from a fandom I've loved for 15 years. Absolutely not.
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I've been awake for ages and I'm thinking about Sirius Black again.

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Day 3

In your own space, share a favorite piece of original canon (a TV episode, a song, a favorite interview, a book, a scene from a movie, etc) and explain why you love it so much.


Here's where my memory problems start to let me down. I saw yesterday's prompt and my mind was completely blank, as if I'd never read anything at all that I could rec. Then I went to my AO3 bookmarks and remembered how many amazing things people have written. Unfortunately I don't have a bookmarks section for things from canon that I've loved. That's entirely something I could start to make on here though, to remind myself where all the amazing things are.

Me being me I'm tempted just to start listing off moments from canon that tell me Wolfstar is real, but I think that's not the point of this! So instead I'm going to say it's Prisoner of Azkaban.

I used to think I'd grow out of fandom, BUT NO! )

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I found out today that my goddaughter is getting into Harry Potter and I'm so happy! I honestly thought that it would become less popular with younger people now that the books and films aren't being released anymore but I suppose I forgot about Fantastic Beasts because I'm paying no attention to it but I was wrong! People are still starting to love it and I'm so happy for them. Also excited because the fandom probably won't stagnate this way.
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I wrote part of a thing and I'm not sure what to do with it. More like a character study than a story, really. Below the cut, Sirius arrives in Godric's Hollow to find the Potters' house destroyed.

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